So many thing in my head
and if you ask what it is ?
I couldn't answer it. It is not because of I have no answer
I'm afraid of judgement. I don't know how to tell my problem in a way that people will give me a kind of attention that I need, a word that could heal and I always hope it comes from my loved one.
Do I have a chance to make everything right for once ?
Love has make me destroyed myself without anyone knew it
the worst betrayal is betrayal to your ownself
am I going to forgive myself for what I've done ?
These days, everything has been revealed to me
seems like everybody keeping this secret
Maybe because they didn't want to make me sad
That's useless. I already broken. I know everything. Just want someone to tell it once again.
I've been thinking why it always me ?
I'm asking myself if I'm doing mistakes to other people, or maybe you
but then I realize. I'm doing mistakes to myself and now I need to bear everything
I trust you with my life. I ignore everything with some hopes that you'll be a little kind to me.
But you still want to be you. Proud and laughing on my stupidity.
I hope you happy now
Keep your life like this. Wish you all the best.